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so last night i was doing this note thing on facebook and started to think of all the random things in my life that no one really knows about, this made me really think about how many different experiences i have been through and the list was getting kinda long. so here are the one that i can remember as of right now
- I was born on my Grandfathers birthday and I'm his first grandchild.
- I have 1 sibling and he is 17 as of right now. hes turning 18 on march 7th and I'm hoping to go home for his birthday and to then bring him back to school with me and take him to a concert.
- I have 13 cousins..to me thats alot mainly because I'm the oldest and I always get stuck watching them all.
- I have been to Alaska twice and to Hawaii once...those are my only experiences of being off the east coast.
- I am a Disney fanatic and so is my grandmother...its mainly because of her that I love Disney.
- I'm going to Disney in March and my moms birthday is during while we will be there so melissa and I are planning to have a "party" for her or do something for her birthday
- My mom's, brothers, cousins, grandfathers, friends (3), 6th grade teacher and my birthday are all in the same month, and my dads is the next month after.
- My first dog died when I was 2, my dad got her before my parents were married and my neghibor shot her when I was 2.
- I got another dog when I was in 4th grade and she still acts like a puppy to this day and she will fight you for the front seat of my car if she has to because that is her seat when she rides with me in the truck.
- I learned to drive on an F-250 red dump truck. That was my favorite truck to drive and I felt so powerfull in it. When my classmates found out that that was what I drove at school they stopped making fun of me for not having my own car.
- I play field hockey, softball, soccer, track. I have been playing softball and soccer since I was 5...I thought I was going to become a professional softball player when I was younger but then I threw my shoulder out pitching at a championship game and that was pretty much the end of my high school softball career.
- I'm on the sailing team at Mitchell because the softball coach wont let me try out and that made me so mad that I went out for a different sport and the only other girls sport was sailing and as it turns out I love it. I love the coach and learning how to do something new and most of the kids on the team even though I'm the only girl on the team.
- I have been Irish Step Dancing since I was in kindergarten. I made it to Nationals and won 2nd for my age group. I have danced in numerous bars and in alot of St. Pattys Day parades.
- I play the clarinet.
- I have seen someone so close to me get ripped away and I have never been able to talk to them since.
- I know pretty much everything and anything about the fire department and someday I hope to join one where they let women in there department.
- One of my best friends is in the Coast Guard and is currently stationed in Texas. I miss him so much and wish that I could talk to him more.
- My poppy and my grandmother were taken away from me a few years ago from Prostate cancer and ALS. I am hoping that one day they will find a way to cure ALS because seeing my grandmother not able to do anything for her self and seeing her body slowly fail on her was the hardest thing for me to see.
- I could talk to my grandmother all day if she was here.
- I've gotten hurt ALOT both physically and mentally.
- My roomates are completely physcotic but I wouldnt be living if they werent here.
- I give people too many chances to regain my trust and I usually end up getting hurt in the end because I let my guard down and they walk all over me.
- I plan on turning over a new leaf where if people dont like me they can go and fuck themselves because if they were my friends they wouldnt treat me the way they do.
thats all i can really think of as of right now.