good night turned to shit the next day

its funny how one person can change your whole day around from being really shitty and miserable to awsome and to make you feel so good about everything and give you this amazing smile that no one and i mean no one can wipe off your face. i had one of those nights this week. it was so much fun, i got to know someone new i found out that he is a really funny, sweet, caring and a really interesting person all around. hes not afraid to act like a goof ball around me. he will dance like a fool to some of the best songs. he makes these corny jokes about everything but somehow they are still hilarious even in all of there cornyness. he has some pretty funny pick up lines. but all in all hes a really fun person to hangout with and to talk to and just be around. i feel comfortable around him which doesnt happen this quickly especially with me.

however people decide that they need to ruin everything because they cant figure out what sex they like. i just wish that kim would freaking pick which side of the fence she wants because so far shes fucked up 2 of my possible relationships with 2 really great guys. i wanted to ring her neck when i found out what she did. i mean really are we in middle school where we have to sabatoge other peoples relationships because you like the person but they dont want anything to do with you. in fact they dont even like it when you touch them or stand within 5 ft. of them. its also a little rediculous when you start to undress them while you are in the cafe. just a little redic. i dont get it. you are fucking a 40 yr. old man, you r fucking someone in jersey when you go to visit your cousin, and ur trying to hook up with one of the professors on campus. plus you are known as the campus whore who will fuck anyone who wants to fuck. i mean seriously get a life and have a little more self respect and dont do that i mean a professor, a 40 yr old dude and some random person from jersey. who does that? i think its true when they say that as humans we always want what we cant have and in your case it is definatly true. you want him but he doesnt want you and now because of you he might not act the same way towards me.

i dont know i guess i just wish that certian people wouldnt stick there nose where it isnt wanted or needed for that matter and i wish that stupid sluts didnt get in the way. they manage to ruin everything.